How Did It Come To This?

Ok, it has gotten to the I REALLY HATE MY JOB AND HOPE I GET SACKED SO I CAN GO STRAIGHT TO THE DOLE QUEUE stage.

HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT

I am stuck here though- for several, multi-layered and complicated reasons. I am contemplating alcoholism to get through the days though.