Bleakness

This morning was perhaps one of the bleakest I have ever witnessed. It reflected my mood rather too well and certainly did not make matters better.

The last few days have been a blur of neausea, and disorentation. The kind that make me exclaim (without really meaning it) that I will never go to a party or club again. The kind that make you grateful that New Year's is but once a year.

Work has been a nightmare. I was sent home on Tuesday, and then was late on Wednesday because I spent 3 hours at the RNTNE hospital, just for the Doctor to tell me there's nothing they can do for me except for the operation that I am already due to have in April. So I have to bare with the dizziness, horrible earaches, tinnitus and light-headedness for the foreseeable future. Horse-Face, one of the directors, was unimpressed by my abscense and now I feel like I can't ever get sick or go to an appointment; which, with an up coming operation, is inevitable. Amen for the UnFair Dismissal law.

THE HR woman was embarrassed talking to me about my "sickness" asbcence because she knows it isn't so bad compared to other people here, but it's just obvious when I'm not here because I'm "front of house."

So the same old crap as always.

BUT I WILL NEVER REGRET THE AWESOME PARTYING WE DID FOR THOSE 3 DAYS! NEVER!
(which I will post about as soon as I can get my new digital camera working!)